The 8 minute interview

was for a job I didn't even want. I went in thinking that I was overqualified. I talked about wanting to explore new industries and settle into a routine, that's why I was veering off my career path.

Lies lies lies, and I think the interviewer could see it. She left me with the parting words, "I am looking for someone with more of the skills needed for this job." Then why'd she call me? Why did she waste my time?

It's as if some great force thinks that I still haven't been humbled enough and is toying with me, seeing how far I can go before I snap.
The rejection has left me feeling much like I got used to in dating: When that dorky guy you don't even like doesn't return a phone call. It's infuriating because you wanted to turn him down first. You know the relationship is all wrong, but you figured it out, and it's up to you to fix it. Then he doesn't give you the chance. Bummer.

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